[00:00.000] 作詞 : Josef/雷雁
[00:00.922] 作曲 : 無(wú)
[00:01.845]Verse 1:
[00:30.713]朋友圈里發(fā)的都是假的
[00:32.395]學(xué)會(huì)了喝酒只是覺(jué)得酷
[00:34.075]只有在夜里才能感受寧?kù)o
[00:36.038]昨夜的夢(mèng)你是否記得住
[00:38.003]關(guān)上燈 躺在床上玩著手機(jī)
[00:39.966]即使媽媽說(shuō)會(huì)傷了眼睛
[00:41.931]總在抱怨她說(shuō)的話我不聽(tīng)
[00:43.330]對(duì)不起你是對(duì)的 還有父親
[00:45.287]sorry 我總是不夠努力
[00:47.535]總覺(jué)得現(xiàn)在這樣就夠了
[00:49.214]sorry 我還是不服氣
[00:51.179]我并不認(rèn)為我就是錯(cuò)的
[00:52.862]但還是算了 你聽(tīng) 窗外好像下起雨了
[00:57.070]我的確有時(shí)慵懶 有時(shí)只是拿不起筆了
[01:00.717]關(guān)鍵是看不到未來(lái) 我該怎么相信 他們說(shuō)的成功會(huì)來(lái)
[01:04.080]不去茍同 那些所謂成功者的對(duì)白 或許未來(lái) 我只能做個(gè)廢材
[01:08.001]so shut the **** up
[01:10.243]我想我還是不會(huì)走心
[01:11.926]我要睡了 那個(gè) 記得牛奶里給我加點(diǎn)酒精
[01:15.807]Verse 2:
[01:31.221]Forget about me and my pen, the things I coulda depend on
[01:34.583]relationships were meant to be broken hurtin feelings mentally Fallin
[01:38.514]In my mamas word act like urself tighten ur belt keep ur distance with the cuties just fine as hell
[01:43.841]But ever that I could help, busily rushing in n never getout
[01:46.920]Chase some, never had I get some, will I ever be some , say somethin do some just for me I beg ya ummm
[01:51.412]Me I make it up somehow, I lie me down I bow, front of my hidden complex, dreamin all that, sunrise to dawn, is it bout my exes?
[01:59.537]“ull never get laid” my intuition tell
[02:01.781]I see u laughing loud I see u standing proudly i see u I wanna seize u.
[02:05.149]My mind is fulfill by insanity, occupied and frustrated.
[02:08.791]But in no cases I’ll be an alcoholic, put ur cigars out right on ur faces
[02:12.432]Cuz that’s what I is l, indifferent n never addicted. Things keep me sober
[02:16.920]The pain profane I change nameless
[02:19.170]Exception is, ur eyes n ur eyelids, ur gentle touch and ur kisses.
[02:22.824]Old Day it hazes me, senses are failing me, memory captured me. Trapped me feeling abandoned in a battle that no one will cover me.
[02:29.273]Now I am so sick of y’all,criticizing.pointing my finger at y’all I roar n blame yer.my head cracking u r madly bragging boasting.
[02:36.010]Recall rehearsals, from time to time all the scars recovered with spiritual revival
[02:40.496]my bruh
[02:43.583]Ima keep my mouth shut
[02:44.986]揉了揉發(fā)紅的眼睛
[02:46.669]時(shí)間到了 是的 躊躇的備忘錄文學(xué)家他只是在踟躕地行著