[00:00.000] 作词 : Josef/雷雁
[00:00.922] 作曲 : 无
[00:01.845]Verse 1:
[00:30.713]朋友圈里发的都是假的
[00:32.395]学会了喝酒只是觉得酷
[00:34.075]只有在夜里才能感受宁静
[00:36.038]昨夜的梦你是否记得住
[00:38.003]关上灯 躺在床上玩着手机
[00:39.966]即使妈妈说会伤了眼睛
[00:41.931]总在抱怨她说的话我不听
[00:43.330]对不起你是对的 还有父亲
[00:45.287]sorry 我总是不够努力
[00:47.535]总觉得现在这样就够了
[00:49.214]sorry 我还是不服气
[00:51.179]我并不认为我就是错的
[00:52.862]但还是算了 你听 窗外好像下起雨了
[00:57.070]我的确有时慵懒 有时只是拿不起笔了
[01:00.717]关键是看不到未来 我该怎么相信 他们说的成功会来
[01:04.080]不去苟同 那些所谓成功者的对白 或许未来 我只能做个废材
[01:08.001]so shut the **** up
[01:10.243]我想我还是不会走心
[01:11.926]我要睡了 那个 记得牛奶里给我加点酒精
[01:15.807]Verse 2:
[01:31.221]Forget about me and my pen, the things I coulda depend on
[01:34.583]relationships were meant to be broken hurtin feelings mentally Fallin
[01:38.514]In my mamas word act like urself tighten ur belt keep ur distance with the cuties just fine as hell
[01:43.841]But ever that I could help, busily rushing in n never getout
[01:46.920]Chase some, never had I get some, will I ever be some , say somethin do some just for me I beg ya ummm
[01:51.412]Me I make it up somehow, I lie me down I bow, front of my hidden complex, dreamin all that, sunrise to dawn, is it bout my exes?
[01:59.537]“ull never get laid” my intuition tell
[02:01.781]I see u laughing loud I see u standing proudly i see u I wanna seize u.
[02:05.149]My mind is fulfill by insanity, occupied and frustrated.
[02:08.791]But in no cases I’ll be an alcoholic, put ur cigars out right on ur faces
[02:12.432]Cuz that’s what I is l, indifferent n never addicted. Things keep me sober
[02:16.920]The pain profane I change nameless
[02:19.170]Exception is, ur eyes n ur eyelids, ur gentle touch and ur kisses.
[02:22.824]Old Day it hazes me, senses are failing me, memory captured me. Trapped me feeling abandoned in a battle that no one will cover me.
[02:29.273]Now I am so sick of y’all,criticizing.pointing my finger at y’all I roar n blame yer.my head cracking u r madly bragging boasting.
[02:36.010]Recall rehearsals, from time to time all the scars recovered with spiritual revival
[02:40.496]my bruh
[02:43.583]Ima keep my mouth shut
[02:44.986]揉了揉发红的眼睛
[02:46.669]时间到了 是的 踌躇的备忘录文学家他只是在踟蹰地行着