[00:01.461]原譯者:噓吶花開了哦
[00:02.910]I feel that walking has become another chore,
[00:05.807]I don’t think I can go on walking anymore,
[00:08.545]Forgive me for those words, I know they’re but a cliche to you,
[00:11.739]But life is tiring, my feet are feeling sore,
[00:14.616]I wish that I could have a bit of time,
[00:17.500]To heal the ache that's growing stronger all the time,
[00:20.795]But I know time stops for nobody, let alone me,
[00:23.725]And so I go, inevitably...
[00:50.719]Whenever things are going rather happily,
[00:53.659]It turns out life is just playing a trick on me,
[00:56.586]It’s slightly shameful to admit the truth, I end up in tears,
[00:59.538]And so return the same old melancholy,
[01:02.565]I miss when life was just simplicity,
[01:05.268]And misery wasn't always chasing after me,
[01:08.549]It's pretty obvious now, I should have left my regret,
[01:11.606]But I held onto it, so foolishly,
[01:15.065]Maybe I overreact a bit,
[01:16.570]It hasn’t destroyed me yet, has it?
[01:18.049]But everything I desire is always just too far to get,
[01:20.752]Honestly, yes it's me, brainlessly, so silly,
[01:23.775]Always hoping for good to be,
[01:28.172]If that's the case then just hear my plea,
[01:32.020]Pick me up and drop me into unfaltering sleep,
[01:38.648]You say to look hard for a solution,
[01:41.608]But wouldn't that depend on the person?
[01:44.569]So I could never, no I could never,
[01:47.527]Believe a word anyone says,
[01:50.561]I know that everyone has their hardships,
[01:53.517]It's fairly clear to me that I’m not alone,
[01:56.545]But how is it that they can just leave them,
[01:59.822]I just don't know at all,
[02:14.770]Often I'm told I need to clean up my act,
[02:17.742]Although maturity is something I lack,
[02:20.735]And so when some simple little problems arise,
[02:23.605]I overthink them,over and over again,
[02:26.673]It seems that the world is just a troublesome place,so,
[02:30.070]Sometimes I think that I should just end the pain,
[02:32.793]"You're sick,aren't you dear?""I'm sick of the tears",“
[02:35.737]Why can't everything just end simply?
[02:39.124]Everything that I aspired to be,
[02:40.635]Is nothing that will become of me,
[02:42.087]If my expectations are too far-fetched,
[02:43.581]then just what am I to do?
[02:44.792]Give a sign,give a sign,a reason not to die,
[02:47.736]Give me a chance to prove my worth,
[02:52.105]I constantly search for a place to cry,
[02:56.232]Why won't these tears just stop pouring from my eyes?
[03:02.623]It's hard to constantly think of the same things,
[03:05.615]It's just unnecessary to think too much,
[03:08.489]You always told me stars would guide me back home,
[03:11.503]Although they only show at night,
[03:14.583]You always showed me so much kindness,
[03:17.657]I don't deserve it,I have failed you too much,
[03:20.548]I think my tiny heart is going to split,
[03:23.634]Just leave it be,for now...
[03:50.613]Step back from me...
[03:53.674]Please leave me be...
[03:56.720]This so-deceitful road that I stumble on is never going to end...
[04:02.525]It's getting difficult to maneuver,
[04:05.667]And it's just worthless to try and run away,
[04:08.553]So I'll just hold my hands over my ears,
[04:11.657]And block out all this noise,
[04:14.530]How can I live not knowing what life is?
[04:17.660]Sometimes my dreams seem to be more realistic,
[04:20.504]Obviously I can't be called happy,
[04:23.249]Then,what am I,after all...?