[00:01.461]原译者:嘘呐花开了哦 [00:02.910]I feel that walking has become another chore, [00:05.807]I don’t think I can go on walking anymore, [00:08.545]Forgive me for those words, I know they’re but a cliche to you, [00:11.739]But life is tiring, my feet are feeling sore, [00:14.616]I wish that I could have a bit of time, [00:17.500]To heal the ache that's growing stronger all the time, [00:20.795]But I know time stops for nobody, let alone me, [00:23.725]And so I go, inevitably... [00:50.719]Whenever things are going rather happily, [00:53.659]It turns out life is just playing a trick on me, [00:56.586]It’s slightly shameful to admit the truth, I end up in tears, [00:59.538]And so return the same old melancholy, [01:02.565]I miss when life was just simplicity, [01:05.268]And misery wasn't always chasing after me, [01:08.549]It's pretty obvious now, I should have left my regret, [01:11.606]But I held onto it, so foolishly, [01:15.065]Maybe I overreact a bit, [01:16.570]It hasn’t destroyed me yet, has it? [01:18.049]But everything I desire is always just too far to get, [01:20.752]Honestly, yes it's me, brainlessly, so silly, [01:23.775]Always hoping for good to be, [01:28.172]If that's the case then just hear my plea, [01:32.020]Pick me up and drop me into unfaltering sleep, [01:38.648]You say to look hard for a solution, [01:41.608]But wouldn't that depend on the person? [01:44.569]So I could never, no I could never, [01:47.527]Believe a word anyone says, [01:50.561]I know that everyone has their hardships, [01:53.517]It's fairly clear to me that I’m not alone, [01:56.545]But how is it that they can just leave them, [01:59.822]I just don't know at all, [02:14.770]Often I'm told I need to clean up my act, [02:17.742]Although maturity is something I lack, [02:20.735]And so when some simple little problems arise, [02:23.605]I overthink them,over and over again, [02:26.673]It seems that the world is just a troublesome place,so, [02:30.070]Sometimes I think that I should just end the pain, [02:32.793]"You're sick,aren't you dear?""I'm sick of the tears",“ [02:35.737]Why can't everything just end simply? [02:39.124]Everything that I aspired to be, [02:40.635]Is nothing that will become of me, [02:42.087]If my expectations are too far-fetched, [02:43.581]then just what am I to do? [02:44.792]Give a sign,give a sign,a reason not to die, [02:47.736]Give me a chance to prove my worth, [02:52.105]I constantly search for a place to cry, [02:56.232]Why won't these tears just stop pouring from my eyes? [03:02.623]It's hard to constantly think of the same things, [03:05.615]It's just unnecessary to think too much, [03:08.489]You always told me stars would guide me back home, [03:11.503]Although they only show at night, [03:14.583]You always showed me so much kindness, [03:17.657]I don't deserve it,I have failed you too much, [03:20.548]I think my tiny heart is going to split, [03:23.634]Just leave it be,for now... [03:50.613]Step back from me... [03:53.674]Please leave me be... [03:56.720]This so-deceitful road that I stumble on is never going to end... [04:02.525]It's getting difficult to maneuver, [04:05.667]And it's just worthless to try and run away, [04:08.553]So I'll just hold my hands over my ears, [04:11.657]And block out all this noise, [04:14.530]How can I live not knowing what life is? [04:17.660]Sometimes my dreams seem to be more realistic, [04:20.504]Obviously I can't be called happy, [04:23.249]Then,what am I,after all...?