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[ar:Katelyn Tarver]
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[00:00.00]Cynical - Katelyn Tarver
[00:03.03]Lyrics by:Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey
[00:06.06]Composed by:Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey
[00:09.10]I don't know when I got scared
[00:12.89]Scared of my imagination
[00:16.87]Used to see beautiful things
[00:20.76]Now I got this sick fixation
[00:23.46]I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had
[00:27.66]Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have
[00:31.38]Believing every negative feeling is a fact
[00:35.30]I don't wanna get used to that
[00:39.47]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[00:44.73]I'm so good at being critical
[00:48.51]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
[00:52.65]When you're good at being cynical
[01:04.08]I'm jealous of when I was young
[01:07.72]And everything was right there waiting
[01:11.69]Wanted the sky aimed so high
[01:15.26]Instead of lowering my expectations
[01:18.67]I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground
[01:22.48]And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
[01:26.44]I think I'm realizing no one figures it out
[01:30.37]And I gotta get used to that
[01:34.71]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[01:39.71]I'm so good at being critical
[01:43.54]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
[01:47.55]When you're good at being cynical
[01:58.45]If I hope and it doesn't work then
[02:02.48]I know it's gonna hurt so I'll
[02:06.66]Make a joke act like nothing wrong
[02:09.75]And put another layer of armor on
[02:15.91]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[02:23.80]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down
[02:28.94]I'm so good at being critical
[02:31.88]So good
[02:32.61]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt
[02:36.79]When you're good at being cynical
[02:38.98]When you're good at being cynical
[02:42.56]I'm so good at being cynical
[02:44.74]I'm so good at being cynical
[02:52.43]I'm so good at being cynical