[ti:Cynical] [ar:Katelyn Tarver] [al:Cynical] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Cynical - Katelyn Tarver [00:03.03]Lyrics by:Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey [00:06.06]Composed by:Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey [00:09.10]I don't know when I got scared [00:12.89]Scared of my imagination [00:16.87]Used to see beautiful things [00:20.76]Now I got this sick fixation [00:23.46]I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had [00:27.66]Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have [00:31.38]Believing every negative feeling is a fact [00:35.30]I don't wanna get used to that [00:39.47]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [00:44.73]I'm so good at being critical [00:48.51]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt [00:52.65]When you're good at being cynical [01:04.08]I'm jealous of when I was young [01:07.72]And everything was right there waiting [01:11.69]Wanted the sky aimed so high [01:15.26]Instead of lowering my expectations [01:18.67]I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground [01:22.48]And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud [01:26.44]I think I'm realizing no one figures it out [01:30.37]And I gotta get used to that [01:34.71]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [01:39.71]I'm so good at being critical [01:43.54]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt [01:47.55]When you're good at being cynical [01:58.45]If I hope and it doesn't work then [02:02.48]I know it's gonna hurt so I'll [02:06.66]Make a joke act like nothing wrong [02:09.75]And put another layer of armor on [02:15.91]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [02:23.80]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [02:28.94]I'm so good at being critical [02:31.88]So good [02:32.61]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt [02:36.79]When you're good at being cynical [02:38.98]When you're good at being cynical [02:42.56]I'm so good at being cynical [02:44.74]I'm so good at being cynical [02:52.43]I'm so good at being cynical