[by:Trap_Girl]
[00:14.78]I've lost myself to anxiety
[00:19.63]Cause I can't find my way out of this hole
[00:24.25]I can't believe what you've done to me
[00:27.51]You don't wanna see the dark inside my soul
[00:32.19]I'm always dying so quietly
[00:35.73]I know that it's too much for you to handle
[00:40.43]My blade takes away my anxiety
[00:44.19]I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample
[00:48.17]U really ****** me up, I really wish u knew how much
[00:52.45]You're the reason why my blade has always been crutch
[00:56.27]You're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much
[01:00.21]You're the reason why I can't even ******* trust
[01:04.36]I know you see me slowly falling apart
[01:07.48]There are so many ******* wounds in my heart
[01:11.76]I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches
[01:16.18]But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it
[01:19.91]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
[01:23.94]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
[01:28.12]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
[01:31.98]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
[01:36.29]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
[01:40.11]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
[01:44.05]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
[01:47.99]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
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[01:52.25]Damn I loved you so much and I admired you
[01:56.15]Until I realized what you've put me through
[02:00.23]I can't believe those stupid words you used to say
[02:03.86]Nowadays I think about 'em everyday
[02:07.86]I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying
[02:12.14]I'll always be this broken so I started lying
[02:16.02]I'll never recover even though I'm ******* trying
[02:19.98]No matter what I do I'll just end up dying
[02:23.98]I don't understand how you can ******* live with yourself
[02:28.08]I ain't done **** like you and I can't even live with myself
[02:32.06]I know you lay awake with anxiety every night
[02:35.49]I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives
[02:40.33]I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up
[02:43.88]I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
[02:48.09]There's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up
[02:52.32]You should blame yourself cause I never felt loved
[02:56.11]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
[03:00.01]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
[03:03.99]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
[03:08.11]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
[03:11.98]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
[03:16.03]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
[03:20.02]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying
[03:24.02]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
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