Not OK歌詞

[00:00.000] 作詞 : Maria Mena
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Maria Mena/Olav Tronsmoen
[00:06.67]It's not like I chose this
[00:08.84]I was not given a choice
[00:11.46]In a room full of stories
[00:13.37]Mine is just another voice
[00:16.44]How does she do it?
[00:18.30]Without making any sound?
[00:21.04]I cry after hours
[00:22.97]And scream when no one is around
[00:25.89]Here comes a battle
[00:27.86]Here's another uphill climb
[00:30.53]So strap on some courage
[00:32.39]You should be well prepared this time
[00:35.18]Just because I'm still standing
[00:37.44]Just because I have survived
[00:40.22]Doesn't mean I don't get scared
[00:42.08]Or wanna give up every time
[00:45.86]Cause I don't feel like being strong today
[00:50.69]I wanna fall apart sometimes
[00:53.01]I wanna break
[00:55.48]Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
[01:00.04]That I'm not ok
[01:02.41]That I'm not ok
[01:05.10]I don't feel like carrying all this weight
[01:09.81]Or being broken around those who can't relate
[01:14.60]Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
[01:19.13]That I'm not ok
[01:21.49]That I'm not...
[01:26.26]After he left us
[01:28.02]After everything went dark
[01:30.96]She's all that matters
[01:32.66]She's my only little spark
[01:35.40]It's not like I don't want to
[01:37.41]Stay in bed, never leave home
[01:40.30]But if I don't do it
[01:42.27]Chances are it won't get done
[01:45.66]Cause I don't feel like being strong today
[01:50.44]I wanna fall apart sometimes
[01:52.76]I wanna break
[01:55.38]Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
[01:59.86]That I'm not ok
[02:02.27]That I'm not ok
[02:04.98]I don't feel like carrying all this weight
[02:09.77]Or being broken around those who can't relate
[02:14.26]Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
[02:18.80]That I'm not ok
[02:21.80]That I'm not ok
[02:26.41]That I'm not ok
[02:31.27]I'm not ok
[02:36.09]That I'm not ok
[02:45.61]I'm not ok
[02:51.11]I'm not ok...
[03:09.55]God gives his toughest
[03:11.33]Battles to his strongest ones
[03:14.14]Built out of courage
[03:15.91]In the image of his only son
[03:18.88]And I am a soldier
[03:20.79]I can take the whole world on
[03:23.52]So watch as I fight this
[03:25.69]And give your praise once I have won