Difficult歌詞

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[00:01.680]They ask me am I ok. They ask me if I'm happy
[00:04.300]Are they asking me that because of the **** that's been thrown at me
[00:07.410]Or am I just a little snappy
[00:09.060]And they genuinely care
[00:10.490]Doody, most of my life it's just been me and you there
[00:13.680]And I continuosly stare at pictures of you
[00:16.200]I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do
[00:20.160]Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me
[00:22.680]What the **** good does that do me now
[00:24.870]But somehow I know you're near me in presence
[00:27.240]Or I went and drop some presents off to ease it to them
[00:30.170]Two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease their minds a little
[00:33.470]And dawg you'll never believe this
[00:36.190]But Sharonda actually talks to me now
[00:38.660]Jesus and everyone else is just tryna pick up the pieces
[00:42.270]Man how you touch so many lives and just leave us
[00:45.640]They say grievance has a way of affecting everyone different
[00:49.150]If it's true how the **** am I supposed to get over you
[00:52.000]Difficult as it sounds
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[01:17.920]Doody, that's what we call each other
[01:20.380]I don't know where it came from but it just stuck with us
[01:23.460]We was always brothers
[01:24.770]Never thought about each others skin colours
[01:27.430]Til one day we was walking up the block in the summer
[01:30.620]It was like 90 degrees I was catching a sun burn
[01:33.920]Tryna walk under the trees
[01:35.560]Just to give me some comfort
[01:37.120]I'm moaning I just wanna get home
[01:38.740]When I look over in his shirt is off
[01:40.800]I'm like you gon fry and like
[01:42.380]No I won't, I'm black stupid
[01:44.490]Black people they got melatonin
[01:46.600]And their skin don't burn
[01:48.640]Meanwhile, my face is glowing and I felt
[01:50.640]Like I'm on fire
[01:51.540]And the entire time you're just laughing at me
[01:54.290]And snapping at me with your shirt bastard
[01:56.760]And I still have to get you back for that ****
[01:59.200]And by the way them playboy rings
[02:01.050]My mother stole from you
[02:02.480]Well I finally got em back ****
[02:04.240]It must have been at least 16 years ago
[02:07.070]Well I put them in your casket
[02:09.030]Moving past it, it still ain't registered yet
[02:11.910]But you can bet you're legacy they'll never forget
[02:14.960]The motor city mo-town
[02:16.930]Hip hop vet, hip hop shop, dreads
[02:19.590]It don't stop there
[02:21.470]Yeah, as difficult as it sounds
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[02:47.260]And this might sound a little strange but I'm tell it
[02:49.870]I found that jacket that you left at my wedding
[02:52.490]And I picked it up to smell it
[02:53.920]I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass
[02:57.150]And hang up in the hallway so I can always look at it
[03:00.260]And as for me and D12 we feel like **** rap
[03:03.420]It feels like our general just ******* died in our lap
[03:06.490]We shut off all our pages,
[03:07.860]All our cell numbers is changed
[03:09.290]Our two-ways are in the trash
[03:10.840]So some cats will have to find a new way
[03:13.130]And I know the dreams will die with you today
[03:16.210]But the truth is there all still here and you ain't
[03:19.510]Purple gang, you gotta press on
[03:21.540]Don't ever give up the dream dog
[03:23.840]I got love for you all
[03:25.580]And Doody, it's true you bought people together who never
[03:29.160]Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you
[03:31.730]You were the peacemaker doody
[03:33.790]I know sometimes you were moody
[03:35.330]But you hated confrontation
[03:36.910]And truly hated the feuding
[03:38.440]But you were down for yours whenever it came to scrapping
[03:41.770]If it had to happen, it had to happen
[03:43.370]Believe me, I know you're the one who taught me to
[03:47.170]Throw them balls back on Dresden
[03:48.320]From making cars to paintballing
[03:50.010]To getting arrested
[03:51.140]To sitting across from eachother in cells laughing and jesting
[03:54.760]They tried to hit us for 5 years for that, no question
[03:57.680]I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up
[04:00.840]Didn't show up for court
[04:01.180]So we got off on a technicality, left sweating
[04:04.440]Me, you and what's his face
[04:05.910]I forgot his ******* name
[04:07.590]Shame he even came to your funeral
[04:10.140]He betrayed our team
[04:10.960]And if I see him again I'm a punch him in the ******* face
[04:13.940]And that's on Hallie Jade, Whitney Lane and Alaina's name
[04:17.200]I let the pistol bang once just to leak a shot in the air
[04:20.520]For you and pour some liquor out for you with Obie in the parking lot of 54
[04:25.660]Just before we were supposed to get in cars
[04:28.200]To come and see you
[04:29.740]It's more difficult as it sounds
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