i don't know how to love歌詞

[ti:i don't know how to love]
[ar:Scum]
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[00:00.18]I don't know how to love - Scum
[00:11.66]We're back to that
[00:15.59]Are we back there
[00:18.80]What about the past couple of days
[00:21.18]They happened you know
[00:22.27]I know that they happened
[00:23.22]And they were wonderful
[00:24.38]But they were also very irresponsible
[00:26.79]I have a fiancé waiting for me at a hotel
[00:29.81]Who's going to be crushed when he finds out
[00:31.64]So you make love to me
[00:32.65]And then you go back to your husband
[00:34.20]Was that your plan
[00:36.41]Was that a test that I didn't pass
[00:38.18]No I made a promise to a man
[00:39.65]He gave me a ring and I gave him my word
[00:41.37]And your word is shot to hell now
[00:42.59]Don't you think
[00:43.04]I don't I don't know
[00:43.86]I'll find out when I talk to him
[00:45.02]This is not about keeping your promise
[00:46.61]And it's not about following your heart
[00:49.31]It's about security
[00:51.15]What is that supposed to mean
[00:52.32]Money What are you ta
[00:53.77]He's got a lot of money
[00:55.00]Now I hate you you smug bastard
[00:56.53]Well I hate you
[00:57.20]If you leave here I hate you
[00:58.83]I don't believe that you can love me
[01:01.88]I believe that i'm ugly
[01:04.80]I believe that everything I love leaves me in the end
[01:11.30]Cause I tried to steal you I tried to keep you
[01:17.17]You ran away cause I got scared and oh
[01:25.07]I don't know how to talk to you
[01:27.63]I don't know how to follow through
[01:30.60]Cause I just doubt myself in everything I do
[01:36.25]I don't know how to love
[01:45.40]Thinking about you dreaming of you
[01:51.47]Everyday since you said you hate me
[01:58.53]I can't breathe now I wanna leave now
[02:08.15]My bed is a mess and My head is a wreck and
[02:14.20]Telling you that I don't know
[02:16.22]What I've been through
[02:17.54]And I'm sick of your disrespect
[02:19.90]And I'm I'm gone now
[02:24.58]I'm gone now
[02:29.09]I want it that way
[02:32.24]But don't you take the easy way out
[02:33.94]What easy way
[02:34.78]There is no easy way no matter
[02:36.90]What I do somebody gets hurt
[02:38.45]Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants
[02:41.66]Stop thinking about what I want
[02:43.24]What he wants what your parents want
[02:45.72]What do you want
[02:47.13]It's not that simple
[02:48.29]What do you want
[02:51.08]What do you want
[02:53.67]I have to go