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[00:12.19]in a little while from now [00:14.49]if i m not feeling any less sour [00:17.19]i promise myself to treat myself [00:20.45]and visit a nearby tower [00:23.00]and climbing to the top [00:25.35]will throw myself off [00:27.95]in an effort to [00:29.50]make it clear to who [00:31.00]ever what it s like [00:32.80]when you re shattered left [00:35.06]standing in the lurch [00:36.26]at a church [00:37.51]where people saying my god [00:40.11]that s tough she s stood him up [00:42.51]no point in us remaining [00:44.76]we may as well go home [00:47.66]as i did on my own [00:50.56]alone again naturally [00:56.16]to think that only yesterday [00:58.81]i was cheerful bright and gay [01:01.76]looking forward to [01:02.71]well who wouldn t do the role [01:05.31]i was about to play [01:06.96]but as if to knock me down [01:09.66]reality came around [01:12.56]and without so much [01:13.91]as a mere touch [01:15.21]cut me into little pieces [01:17.36]leaving me to doubt [01:20.71]talk about [01:21.71]god in his mercy [01:24.71]who if he really does exist [01:26.67]why did he desert me [01:29.67]in my hour of need [01:32.97]i truly am indeed [01:34.67]alone again naturally [01:40.22]it seems to me that there are [01:43.97]more hearts broken in the world [01:45.77]that can t be mended [01:47.67]that can t left unattended [01:50.67]what do we do [01:53.32]what do we do alone again naturally [02:42.18]looking back over the years [02:44.79]and whatever else that appears [02:47.54]i remember i cried [02:48.84]when my father died [02:50.64]never wishing to hide the tears [02:53.30]and at sixty five years old [02:55.65]my mother god rest her soul [02:58.55]couldn t understand [03:00.40]why the only man [03:01.40]she had ever loved had been taken [03:04.55]leaving her to start [03:06.55]with a heart [03:07.80]so badly broken [03:09.10]despite encouragement from me [03:11.76]no words were ever spoken [03:15.36]and when she passed away [03:16.96] [03:17.98]i cried and cried all day [03:20.48]alone again naturally [03:26.43]alone again naturally [03:32.43]