[00:00.000] 作词 : Vincent Jacovelli
[00:12.083] My mind insane
[00:14.717] I can't control myself
[00:16.958] But I wont change
[00:20.254] Not even for my health
[00:22.182] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright
[00:27.852] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light
[00:33.325]
[00:33.390] Maybe I don't understand it
[00:34.793] But I been feeling damaged
[00:36.372] And every other moments like a panic attack
[00:38.762] All the times I've been stabbed in the back
[00:40.783] Still I gotta walk around like I'm having a blast but really I know
[00:44.818] This world is in a hell hole tell no lies
[00:48.060] Soul is dead on arrival
[00:49.566] I'm told times bound to get better
[00:52.155] Life's been a bitch from the moment I met her yea
[00:55.501] Wishing really never got me nowhere I've been counting on me my whole life
[01:01.515] And I've been waiting on the day I can say that my soul gon be alright
[01:07.864] Don't sell me a lie
[01:09.112] Just tell me I'm fine I need it
[01:11.823] Don't call my phone just leave me alone
[01:16.048] I need to heal
[01:17.633]
[01:18.190] My mind insane
[01:20.851] I can't control myself
[01:23.153] But I wont change
[01:26.450] Not even for my health
[01:28.492] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright
[01:34.020] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light
[01:39.558]
[01:39.613] Back and forth I watch the pendulum swing
[01:41.486] Got these memories I locked away that mentally sting
[01:44.170] You can call it what you want to I've got sensitive skin
[01:46.851] Tried to go talk to a therapist to pencil me in
[01:49.718] And every time i call for help it fell on deaf ears
[01:52.644] Sometimes i wonder why the **** have i been left here
[01:55.125] I wasn't granted the same, circumstances had changed
[01:58.062] My first words dad stop cause my mother's in pain
[02:00.781] I'm too obsessed with
[02:01.801] Music to ever make an investment
[02:03.987] In myself it's stupid i know its what I'm blessed with
[02:06.720] Enduring this pain has taught me more than the love
[02:09.101] I'm used to climbing up from out of the mud covered in blood
[02:13.693] So don't sell me a lie, act like everything's fine, I'm bleeding
[02:19.400] Don't call my phone just leave me alone i need to heal
[02:24.319]
[02:24.563] My mind insane
[02:27.049] I can't control myself
[02:29.931] But I wont change
[02:32.601] Not even for my health
[02:34.650] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever be alright
[02:40.282] And I know if I don't, then I won't ever see the light
[02:46.165] (Drop)