[00:00.651]I was reading Slim Aarons and I got to thinking that I thought [00:09.867]Maybe I'd get less stressed if I was tested less like [00:15.367]All of these debutantes [00:18.418]Smiling for miles in pink dresses and high heels on white yachts [00:27.881]But I'm not baby I'm not [00:36.182]No I'm not that I'm not [00:45.619]I've been tearing around in my f**king nightgown [00:51.436]24/7 Sylvia Plath [00:55.913]Writing in blood on the walls [00:58.363]'Cause the ink in my pen don't work in my notepad [01:04.862]Don't ask if I'm happy you know that I'm not [01:09.436]But at best I can say I'm not sad [01:13.892]'Cause hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [01:23.628]Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [01:42.152]I had fifteen-year dances [01:44.378]Church basement romances yeah I've got [01:50.667]Spilling my guts with the Bowery Bums [01:55.648]Is the only love I've ever known [02:00.466]Except for the stage which I also call home when I'm not [02:10.045]Servin' up God in a burnt coffee pot for the triad [02:18.977]Hello it's the most famous woman you know on the iPad [02:28.256]Calling from beyond the grave I just wanna say "Hi Dad" [02:36.742]I've been tearing up town in my f**king white gown [02:41.776]Like a godd**n near sociopath [02:46.737]Shaking my a*s is the only thing that's [02:51.001]Got this black narcissist off my back [02:55.785]She couldn't care less and I never cared more [03:00.054]So there's no more to say about that [03:05.233]Except hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [03:14.472]Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past [03:23.508]There's a new revolution a loud evolution that I saw [03:32.238]Born of confusion and quiet collusion of which mostly I've known [03:42.296]A modern day woman with a weak constitution 'cause I've got [03:51.035]Monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off [04:00.755]A gatekeeper carelessly dropping the keys on my nights off [04:09.274]I've been tearing around in my f**king nightgown [04:14.242]24/7 Sylvia Plath [04:18.991]Writing in blood on your walls [04:22.026]'Cause the ink in my pen don't look good in my pad [04:28.000]They write that I'm happy they know that I'm not [04:32.501]But at best you can see I'm not sad [04:37.298]But hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [04:46.727]Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [04:55.985]Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [05:05.025]But I have it [05:09.235]Yeah I have it [05:14.228]Yeah I have it [05:19.215]I have