[00:13.32]Apologies in advance jealousy ensues but I choose to understand [00:18.99] [00:21.36]I sip slow think slower. [00:23.48]Cause people love to judge, when they barely even know ya [00:25.91]I'mma say that again, I sip slow think slower. [00:30.87]Because people love to judge, even when they barely even know ya [00:33.51]When I was 7 used to rock soldiers [00:34.84]Hotboys had it poppa from the Nolia [00:36.51]I needa project chick from tha corner, cousin had a friend she was like 10 [00:40.09]Even then I used to buy her blow pops from the corner [00:42.08]Valintine cards, milk money by tha quarter [00:43.85]Fast forward, now it's dumb girls Henny by the 5th. 20 pump 6 condoms and recorders [00:47.49]****ing outta spite kinda sorta, got engaged now I'm thinkin bout a daughter [00:51.30]Spend a lotta time even tho I can't afford her, please keep it coming with the brown water [00:54.75]Please (oooh) back when I had plans of being HOV , wanted floor change for the quarter-waters [01:01.15]When I was naive to these things, I really wanna follow what my heart shares [01:04.86]Money ain't a thing, till it's not there [01:06.58]And *****es ain't **** till you need a queen, and ****** all the same till you meet a king [01:10.53]You know whatchu need when you dead broke [01:12.12]You know what you want when you see the dreams [01:14.16] [01:14.44]All I wanna do is be the best me (x3) [01:24.58]All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly [01:28.42] [01:28.76]Upset drunk on a late night, 2 shots out from a drake life [01:35.50]***** I remember those days when I used to bump, Day 'N' Nite [01:37.88]Scott said I was on my own, since then I been on my own [01:42.32]Nah ***** (x2) [01:43.44]I ain't neva had a motha****in handout, [01:45.40]a bunch of mistakes in my past now I'm tryna stick to a plan route [01:49.53]But that's life my *****, sometimes **** just don't pan out [01:52.45]Lately I've been tryna bite my tongue, [01:55.06]dawg I've been in a fight so long, so long, so long, so long, so long. Wit Myself [01:59.61]Mirror, mirror on the wall why is it always an act to attack on myself ? [02:03.82]I could use a little slack, for the wealth [02:05.72]But I'm too afraid to ask for the help [02:07.11]Still attached to the past, [02:08.36]and it's felt like way too strong I don't ever wanna wait too long [02:12.07]But I know if I hold on, know you've grown, go and getcho dough baby [02:16.46]Hold on know you wrong, just don't lose your soul baby [02:20.17]Hold on don't you know, love won't ever fall baby [02:23.72]Killing my, killing my, killing myself bet I could use some sound maybe [02:27.93] [02:28.21]All I wanna do is be the best me (x3) [02:38.43]All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly [02:42.06] [02:42.37]Step up in this ***** like, (woo!) look at what the cat dragged in [02:45.79]Used to call my crushes on my mommas house phone, [02:48.75]13 and youngin thought I had it mapped back then [02:49.56]I'mma be rich as ****, lemme bring tha racks back in [02:53.34]Had to keep me motivated in a city full of traitors, drug dealers, blood killers [02:56.63]Keep it old fashioned, (two choices) I'ma be my own captain [03:00.50]Robert Frost Theory, ***** never had siri [03:03.82]Thank God for the vision, that was brought back then [03:04.71]No new phone, I'm just done with all the acts my friend [03:07.97]You ain't adding to my life, then you subtractin [03:09.85]You ain't gotta hit my jack or put the buzz back in [03:11.86]***** hold the phone, caught up in the late night [03:15.60]Can't stay for the day ma, had to catch a red eye have a safe flight [03:19.39]20/20 tunnel vision through the hate my, intuition got me feeling like Draymond [03:23.10]Circumstances I been trippin over fakeness [03:24.95]No patience, but I think I think too much (still) [03:28.90]I think I lack confidence (still) [03:32.89]I think I want prominence, dominance good logic & common sense [03:37.44]But that starts with me [03:38.82] [03:41.20]All I wanna do is be the best me (x3) [03:52.30]All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly