[00:00.000] 作词 : Captain Lemon [00:01.000] 作曲 : Captain Lemon [00:05.600]Prod. AK420 [00:19.850] [00:22.355]在结束时不觉 [00:24.104]期间真正获得成就感的内容基本自学 [00:27.349]靠着自律的自觉 [00:29.096]创作自序的字节 [00:30.601]字句的实验 [00:32.105]成为自诩的誓言 [00:33.096] [00:33.598]但终会食言 [00:34.848]当梦境结束 发现白驹过隙 [00:37.355]过去了时间 卡住了实力 [00:40.106]昏沉着自我催眠 现实是实际 [00:42.356]上 看着辉煌的经历 [00:44.105]太像tragedy [00:45.354] [00:45.856]被强制的选择的留下不好的回忆 [00:48.351]你也见过不少的回避 [00:50.358]关于自己的事 关于你关于我 [00:52.852]关于本应专精的战栗与PTSD [00:55.606] [00:55.849]turn myself to PSP to PSV [00:58.600]to PS3 to Nentendo Swich [01:00.853]to Plan B to melody to fantasy [01:03.851]to memory no company no remedy [01:06.600] [01:07.104]true [01:08.104] [01:08.352]my friend and me [01:09.856]in cyberspace the usual ****ing teasing ain't no ease [01:12.352]reality will tear one apart piece by piece (as well) [01:15.604]the thing's always been where to find my peace [01:17.857] [01:18.102]check [01:18.602] [01:19.348]问自己除了凌晨何时emo [01:20.608]自叹不如因为才华不及Igor [01:23.102]also because [01:24.351]为了应该擅长的事焦虑这件事伤了我的 [01:27.851]ego 不值钱 [01:29.355] [01:29.600]在决定要走哪条路之前 [01:31.850]在自己书写的剧本进行录制前 [01:34.602]临阵脱逃的主演选择止步不前 [01:37.098]还没干就躺下的人让我吐十年 [01:39.604] [01:39.851]宿醉得睁不开眼 一直在吐 [01:42.602]闪烁的小红点提醒我摄像机一直在录 [01:45.599]不能再录 [01:46.847]全都载入 [01:47.849]你的史册 [01:48.854]这是失策 但也值得 经过他们的实测 [01:51.349] [01:51.604]但他们是看客 (他人即地狱) [01:53.355]在你的直播间直播的只有你 [01:55.850]所以评价不能视为座右铭 [01:58.099]指导要做的事情 [01:59.605]即使遇到更多坎坷 [02:00.853]自己认为对的做就行 [02:02.603] [02:02.847]把部分过去斩断 不是反叛 [02:05.098]内心的混乱大多源于自省的散漫 [02:08.106]用行为与行动去甄别勤劳的懒汉 [02:11.102]七成脑瘫 三成傻蛋 [02:13.355] [02:13.598]who the hell are you [02:15.101]抛去地位与身份 [02:16.852]熟悉与生分 [02:18.102]缄默与争论 [02:19.103] [02:19.606]who the hell are you [02:21.099]对自己做回顾 [02:22.355]自己找眉目 [02:23.851]拉开帷幕 [02:24.853] [02:25.097]who the hell are you [02:26.602]不是你的姓名 [02:27.851]你的心情 [02:28.852]你的性命 [02:30.098]你的秉性 [02:30.357] [02:30.849]who the hell are you [02:31.851](don't ask me) [02:33.598]who the hell are you [02:34.603](ask you) [02:50.849] [02:51.104]truth