[ti:Weight Of The World] [ar:Blue October] [al:Approaching Normal] [by:活在當下] [00:01.12]Blue October - Weight Of The World [00:08.48] [00:09.11] 活在當下 制作 [00:17.37] [00:19.03]A blackout in the room again [00:23.79]a busted lip and broken skin. [00:28.58]I wake up in the bathroom [00:31.36]and dare not bother asking [00:33.14]why the mirror's craked and all I see [00:35.72]are shards of glass inside of me. [00:37.93] [00:38.17]There's voices there to dare me, [00:43.03]my father's here to scare me. [00:47.53]My mother sits beyond the door she's [00:50.15]curled up crying on the floor, [00:52.49]look at what her son's done. [00:54.71] [00:54.94]When the weight of all the world's gone wrong. [01:02.39]It's gone wrong again. [01:05.92]Gone fucking wrong. [01:12.36]It's gone wrong again. [01:14.50] [01:16.48]Well liars they leave a guilty trail. [01:20.84]And let me tell you something people, [01:22.04]I've been lying for fucking years. [01:26.14]That must be why I'm standing in this space. [01:33.97]Disregarding that I've created these monsters [01:40.05]they're on fucking both of my sides, [01:42.95]So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes. [01:48.15]From all four of their eyes. [01:52.28] [01:54.70]And while I wait for wounds to heal [01:57.28]I see you by the window sil, [01:59.67]your heart's torn out [02:00.88]a plastic spoon [02:02.10]when honesty lit up that room [02:04.24]so I stole the pillowcase to clean [02:06.67]this mess I've made of someones dream. [02:09.22]Now you've seen what I've done, [02:11.06] [02:11.56]when the weight of all the world's gone wrong. [02:19.48]It's gone wrong again [02:22.63]gone fucking wrong [02:28.97]it's gone all wrong again. [02:32.83] [02:33.09]This room is old and wise [02:34.51]I fall onto the bed and wonder, [02:36.88]"How did I get here?" [02:40.02]The little boy who would argue with a tree [02:44.98]just fucking thump his head [02:46.93]and he'll turn back to normal. [02:49.41] [02:50.05]Now why is that what I see? [02:52.25]Don't bother trusting [02:54.90]don't bother waiting [02:57.36]don't bother changing things that won't give into changing [03:01.72]just let me go away. [03:06.27]I'm packed [03:11.65]whenever [03:17.96]I'm down [03:19.96]whenever. [03:57.88]