[00:00.000] 作曲 : The Wonder Years [00:12.43]The fountain was off. [00:14.22]This is the first time I've been back to the city in months. [00:18.63]I'm trying to hold it together [00:20.48]but irony's found cracks in the foundation. [00:24.55]And you know, [00:26.68]I try so hard to be some great white hope. [00:29.52]But I can't shake the feeling that [00:30.78]tonight I'm gonna end up shaking in bed alone. [00:35.76]I'm not a self-help book; [00:37.17]I'm just a ****ed up kid. [00:38.73]I had to take my own advice and I did. [00:42.88]Now I'm waiting for it to sink in. [00:48.10]Expect me standing tall, back against the wall, [00:51.85]'Cause what I learned was [00:54.33]It's not about forcing happiness; [00:56.26]It's about not letting the sadness win. [01:10.65]I don't have roses in the closet [01:13.38]But I've got pictures in a drawer [01:16.83]It's everything left in me [01:18.89]Not to stare at them anymore. [01:22.94]I walked upstairs and shaved my beard. [01:27.15]I felt like [01:29.27]I was holding sadness here (I was holding sadness here) [01:46.58]I'm not a self-help book; [01:48.00]I'm just a ****ed up kid. [01:49.67]I had to take my own advice and I did. [01:53.31]Now I'm waiting for it to sink in. [01:59.05]Expect me standing tall, back against the wall, [02:02.75]'Cause what I learned was [02:04.98]It's not about forcing happiness; [02:07.15]It's about not letting the sadness win. [02:10.17]I don't have roses in the closet [02:12.55]But I've got pictures in a drawer [02:15.96]It's everything left in me [02:18.23]Not to stare at them anymore. [02:22.53]I'm not a self-help book; [02:23.70]I'm just a ****ed up kid. [02:25.42]I had to take my own advice and I did. [02:27.60]I'm not a self-help book; [02:29.82]I'm just a ****ed up kid. [02:31.44]I had to take my own advice and I did.