[00:00.000] 作词 : 楚新 [00:01.000] 作曲 : 楚新 [00:05.400]年少时你做了个决定 [00:05.900] [00:07.152]要把生命献给爱情 [00:08.395] [00:09.648]可后来你没死 [00:10.904] [00:11.403]年轻替你抵了命 [00:11.902] [00:16.906]我从小嘴角上扬 [00:17.405] [00:17.904]要撞破那面南墙 [00:18.902] [00:19.656]可她是一个好姑娘 [00:20.154] [00:20.899]而我是一个流氓 [00:21.399] [00:22.397]我终于褪去骄傲 [00:22.896] [00:23.906]去换妈妈的笑 [00:24.405] [00:25.147]我忘了那些美妙 [00:25.903] [00:26.402]心不再激烈的跳 [00:27.655] [00:28.154]看着我身边的她 [00:28.654] [00:29.398]并非貌美如花 [00:29.897] [00:30.896]每当我想起以前 [00:31.406] [00:32.148]总记起那些伤疤 [00:32.904] [00:33.646]也许我终于长大 [00:34.156] [00:35.155]会听父母的话 [00:35.900] [00:36.653]几年前我的牵挂 [00:37.152] [00:37.897]是长发女孩的刹那 [00:38.906] [00:39.406]她喜欢安静文艺 [00:40.404] [00:40.904]张口闭口书生气 [00:41.403] [00:42.156]她尤物般的身材 [00:42.655] [00:43.400]总让我晚上出力 [00:43.900] [00:44.653]她喜欢听的董小姐 [00:45.398] [00:46.150]而我却不知怎么唱 [00:46.649] [00:47.648]可喜欢并不是爱 [00:48.404] [00:48.903]我退出她的心脏 [00:49.656] [00:50.400]我为她混了几年 [00:51.154] [00:51.898]我妈妈泪下眼帘 [00:52.651] [00:53.151]我知道我败给谁 [00:53.907] [00:54.648]是万恶的金钱 [00:55.404] [00:56.403]我最终选择合适 [00:56.902] [00:57.401]也丢了宏图大志 [00:58.155] [00:58.653]终抹去年少的字 [00:59.652] [01:00.397]也不再想着展翅 [01:00.896] [01:01.906]我看着我的母亲 [01:02.405] [01:03.147]在街上裹着头巾 [01:03.902] [01:04.657]她受冷卖着牛奶 [01:05.155] [01:05.654]融化我嚣张的心 [01:06.654] [01:07.652]我不再涿一挑选 [01:08.151] [01:08.907]不去执着一张脸 [01:09.407] [01:10.148]自从心死掉以后 [01:10.647] [01:11.403]就一直都在扮演 [01:12.401] [01:13.155]我终于像个男人 [01:13.900] [01:14.398]会知道回家的门 [01:15.151] [01:15.896]自从我死掉灵魂 [01:16.408] [01:17.406]心里也死了个人 [01:17.904] [01:30.397]年轻的那份自信 [01:30.651] [01:31.407]变成了一道烙印 [01:31.906] [01:32.906]那时我竟然想着 [01:33.404] [01:34.403]能与她白发双鬓 [01:35.655] [01:36.154]我为了一朵花蕊 [01:36.901] [01:37.398]活成了一个傀儡 [01:37.898] [01:38.396]最后她和她的美 [01:39.149] [01:39.906]离开我孤单向北 [01:40.406] [01:41.403]她呢走了 [01:42.156] [01:42.902]她的手呢 [01:43.400] [01:44.153]她自己走过那接口了 [01:44.652] [01:45.618]我却还喝酒呢 [01:46.116] [01:47.115]我呢唱着 [01:47.868] [01:48.613]曾经忘了 [01:49.366] [01:49.866]我活成自己讨厌样子 [01:50.863] [01:51.608]其实挺像样的