[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:02.776] Uh, uh
[00:10.182] Mh, mh
[00:11.304]
[00:11.683] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[00:13.515] I'm dealing with trauma
[00:16.356] It's become a part of me
[00:17.499] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[00:19.665] I have PTSD
[00:21.750] A pain that'll never leave
[00:23.142] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[00:25.512] That my heart doesn't beat
[00:27.640] I'm tryna find a remedy
[00:29.060] They don't even know (No)
[00:31.554] That I could hardly sleep (Yeah)
[00:33.464] Because I see you in my dreams
[00:33.657]
[00:34.020] Yeah, always see you in my dreams
[00:36.615] I think I need to wake up
[00:37.879] I just wish I could move on
[00:39.342] 'Cause I don't wanna stay stuck
[00:40.774] The voices in my head's loud
[00:42.263] They never seem to stay shut
[00:43.750] Overthink 'til I can't sleep
[00:45.122] Paranoid, so I stay up
[00:46.658] Always lost in my thoughts again
[00:48.092] Showcase my pain to my audience
[00:49.636] Watch me rise 'til I fall again
[00:51.052] Hate my mind 'cause it's fraudulent
[00:52.459] Always swimmin' in doubt
[00:53.878] I can't ever get out of it
[00:55.149] Women want me for clout
[00:56.654] Now I'm raising my walls again
[00:58.258] Biggest fear's blowing up
[00:59.761] Before reducin' the trauma
[01:01.089] 'Cause all of that added stress will only add to the problem
[01:04.240] I got a lotta money
[01:05.695] It doesn't fix anything
[01:07.209] Want someone to love me, 'cause
[01:08.656] Then that would mean everything
[01:09.799]
[01:10.175] Always feeling high
[01:11.764] And then I'm feeling down again
[01:13.200] Tryna find the source
[01:14.537] Don't know what the problem is (Ye-yeah)
[01:15.948] Why am I alone?
[01:17.305] And, lost the ones I started with
[01:18.961] They don't even know
[01:20.259] That I'm getting tired of this
[01:20.982]
[01:21.755] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[01:23.878] I'm dealing with trauma
[01:26.619] It's become a part of me
[01:27.800] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[01:29.670] I have PTSD
[01:32.013] A pain that'll never leave
[01:33.443] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[01:35.686] That my heart doesn't beat
[01:37.856] I'm tryna find a remedy
[01:39.305] They don't even know (No)
[01:41.455] That I could hardly sleep
[01:43.488] Because I see you in my dreams
[01:43.681]
[01:44.074] Yeah, my left arm's filled with tattoos
[01:46.394] When really those are just scars
[01:48.000] I got 'em during bad moods
[01:49.582] Or whenever life was hard
[01:51.018] Always used a distraction
[01:52.455] From all the pain in my heart
[01:53.860] Never found satisfaction
[01:55.224] From getting paid for my art
[01:56.787] It's a ridiculous trade-off
[01:58.230] That only seems to worsen
[01:59.689] 'Cause money doesn't pay off
[02:01.197] When you're a broken person
[02:02.652] It hurts when some people think
[02:04.170] My music's music itself
[02:05.348] When really it's my diary
[02:06.761] I literally cry for help
[02:08.239] I'm overlooked, I'm disregarded
[02:09.967] I'm insecure, I'm broken-hearted
[02:11.416] I feel unsteady, the pressure's heavy
[02:12.690] I'm getting tired of bein' an artist
[02:14.297] Need rehabilitation, a reset from all of this
[02:17.274] I'm at the point of breaking
[02:18.719] When's the end to all of this?
[02:19.593]
[02:20.443] Always feeling high
[02:21.984] And then I'm feeling down again
[02:23.369] Tryna find the source
[02:24.744] Don't know what the problem is (Yeah)
[02:26.246] Why am I alone?
[02:27.681] And, lost the ones I started with
[02:29.226] They don't even know
[02:30.648] That I'm getting tired of this (O-oh)
[02:31.396]
[02:32.079] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[02:34.121] I'm dealing with trauma
[02:36.310] It's become a part of me
[02:37.805] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[02:40.044] I have PTSD
[02:42.231] A pain that'll never leave
[02:43.772] They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
[02:45.907] That my heart doesn't beat
[02:48.090] I'm tryna find a remedy
[02:49.773] They don't even know (No)
[02:51.707] That I could hardly sleep
[02:53.706] Because I see you in my dreams