[00:09.87]I don't know what I was thinking
[00:11.89]Leaving my child behind
[00:14.28]Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
[00:19.40]With all this anger, guilt and sadness
[00:22.09]Coming to haunt me forever
[00:24.29]I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
[00:30.00]Is this revenge I am seeking
[00:31.72]Or seeking someone to avenge me
[00:34.12]Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
[00:39.35]Maybe I should chase and find
[00:41.52]Before they'll try to stop it
[00:44.20]It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
[00:49.19]It's been so long
[00:51.61]Since I last have seen my son
[00:53.55]Lost to this monster
[00:55.39]To the man behind the slaughter
[00:59.20]Since you've been gone
[01:01.64]I've been singing this stupid song
[01:03.49]So I could ponder
[01:05.31]The sanity of your mother
[01:29.60]I wish I lived in the present
[01:31.60]With the gift of my past mistakes
[01:33.85]But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
[01:39.13]Your sweet little eyes, your little smile
[01:42.30]Is all I remember
[01:43.93]Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
[01:49.50]Justification is killing me
[01:51.39]But killing isn't justified
[01:53.97]What happened to my son, I'm terrified
[01:59.07]It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps getting bigger
[02:03.87]I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
[02:10.26]It's been so long
[02:12.46]Since I last have seen my son
[02:14.60]Lost to this monster
[02:16.31]To the man behind the slaughter
[02:20.20]Since you've been gone
[02:22.59]I've been singing this stupid song
[02:24.55]So I could ponder
[02:26.21]The sanity of your mother
[02:59.48]It's been so long
[03:01.90]Since I last have seen my son
[03:03.95]Lost to this monster
[03:05.86]To the man behind the slaughter
[03:09.67]Since you've been gone
[03:11.97]I've been singing this stupid song
[03:14.10]So I could ponder
[03:15.75]The sanity of your mother