[00:00.000] 作词 : 张雪飞/R.I.P XXXTENTACION [00:01.000] 作曲 : 524(FTF)/R.I.P XXXTENTACION [00:11.169]生亦何欢 死亦何苦 [00:11.420] [00:11.420] [00:11.669] [00:11.920]何为幸福 何为痛苦 [00:13.920] [00:14.169] [00:14.421] [00:14.920]眼泪是最真实的表露 [00:15.670] [00:15.920] [00:16.421] [00:16.671]但不希望谁为我而哭 [00:17.422] [00:17.422] [00:17.922] [00:18.421]经常感到身体不舒服 [00:19.421] [00:19.671] [00:19.921] [00:20.171]原因多半是因为孤独 [00:20.922] [00:21.172] [00:21.422] [00:21.922]我已经很久没有倾诉 [00:23.173] [00:23.423] [00:23.673] [00:23.923]五年间都与黑暗为伍 [00:25.424] [00:25.674]睁开眼就不断的吞噬垃圾 [00:27.424] [00:27.424]日积月累在脑海堆积 [00:29.424] [00:29.675]大脑就变成个垃圾场 [00:31.175] [00:31.425]回忆是拾荒者找寻宝藏 [00:32.926] [00:32.926] [00:33.184] [00:33.426]我不敢直视镜子里的自己 [00:34.176] [00:34.426] [00:34.680] [00:34.929]那个人变得越来越狰狞 [00:36.428] [00:36.677] [00:36.927] [00:37.177]怀疑自己会突然没了呼吸 [00:37.927] [00:38.177] [00:38.177] [00:38.427]画面定在慌乱的人群里 [00:38.678] [00:40.177] [00:40.427] [00:40.678] [00:40.927] [00:41.178]但说真的孤独也并不可怕 [00:41.178] [00:42.178] [00:42.429] [00:42.429]我向往孤独 如果无牵无挂 [00:42.678] [00:43.428] [00:43.678] [00:43.928]钱比癌细胞扩散更强大 [00:44.682] [00:44.929] [00:45.179] [00:45.680]买的幸福是病变前的虚假 [00:46.429] [00:46.679] [00:46.679] [00:46.929] [00:47.180] [00:47.430]没有好与坏 只有亲人跟敌人 [00:48.180] [00:48.430] [00:48.680] [00:49.430]但亲人也可能是敌人 [00:50.181] [00:50.430] [00:50.681] [00:51.181]厌倦了太多的不择手段 [00:51.681] [00:51.934] [00:52.181] [00:52.681]厌倦了狗跟狗抢一碗饭 [00:53.682] [00:53.932] [00:54.183] [00:54.432] [00:54.682] [00:54.682]厌倦了跟女人只睡一晚上 [00:55.682] [00:55.932] [00:56.182] [00:56.683]庸俗的灵魂在不同的皮囊 [00:57.432] [00:57.933] [00:58.183] [00:58.433]厌倦了每次把酒杯满上 [00:59.434] [00:59.684] [01:00.184] [01:00.434]笑着敬的人竟是些混账 [01:01.683] [01:01.683] [01:01.934] [01:02.183] [01:02.183] [01:02.434] [01:02.684] [01:02.934] [01:02.934] [01:03.184] [01:03.434] [01:03.434]黑暗是我所拥有的情绪 [01:03.684] [01:04.184] [01:04.184] [01:04.434]黑暗是我所伪装的面具 [01:04.936] [01:05.185] [01:05.435] [01:05.685]黑暗是天堂亦或者地狱 [01:06.935] [01:07.187] [01:07.435] [01:07.685]黑暗隐藏我所有的秘密 [01:07.935] [01:08.186] [01:08.436] [01:08.686] [01:08.936] [01:09.186]黑暗能吞噬掉心里的伤 [01:09.936] [01:10.186] [01:10.436] [01:10.936]黑暗能掩盖住外表的脏 [01:11.937] [01:12.187] [01:12.937] [01:12.937]黑暗更能够包罗万象 [01:13.437] [01:13.687] [01:13.937] [01:14.938]黑暗是温柔即刺眼的光