[00:00.000] 作词 : Bethany Cosentino [00:01.000] 作曲 : Bethany Cosentino [00:21.12]I'm trying really hard [00:23.32]I'm trying harder than I ever have before [00:30.67]Used to think that taking care [00:32.69]Of myself would just become a real bore [00:38.80]On Friday nights I don't spend [00:41.27]Too much time lying on the bathroom floor [00:45.36]Like I used to [00:47.75]The demons deep inside of me [00:50.07]They might've finally been set free [00:56.18]And I guess this is what they mean [00:59.69]When they say [01:01.36]People can change [01:04.64]'Cause I finally feel free [01:08.37]I feel like myself again [01:13.82]But for the first time [01:18.15]I changed the colors of the bedsheets [01:20.83]Now they are a pretty pale pink [01:25.55]Traded her in for a new girl [01:29.48]And she's looking pretty fine [01:34.56]But sometimes she don't listen to me [01:38.20]And it makes me wanna lose my mind [01:41.85]Like you used to [01:44.87]I tried to blame it all on you [01:46.79]But I know that I'm to blame too [01:52.00]And I guess this is what they mean [01:56.10]When they say [01:57.97]People can change [02:00.69]'Cause I finally feel free [02:04.88]I feel like myself again [02:10.60]But for the first time [02:23.68]I used to think that I would die without you [02:32.32]And no offense to you but I'm doing fine too [02:41.09]'Cause finally I'm free [02:44.38]I feel like myself again [02:48.69]But for the first time [02:53.15]And no offense to you but I'm doing fine too [03:02.93]But for the first time [03:06.45]Yeah, for the first time [03:11.41]Yeah, for the first time [03:17.02]