[00:00.000] 作词 : PASSION
[00:01.000] 作曲 : PASSION
[00:05.325]混音/母带：DOVIC
[00:13.075]（我不想再emo了）
[00:27.325]Lost my mind变得易怒该怎么发泄
[00:30.574]话到了嘴边憋不住又不知how to say
[00:33.824]By the way 还有多少bad day
[00:37.075]mercy love hearty laugh
[00:39.325]fade away fade away
[00:41.074]幻想有一天能在舞台上华丽
[00:44.825]music in my blood却被当成杂技
[00:48.075]乏力 费劲提起的嘴角好滑稽
[00:51.575]是有多睡不着才需要酒精的麻痹
[00:55.824]也许因为睁眼闭眼都是一样死寂
[00:59.575]黑暗笼罩只有手机来的通知表明还没死去
[01:03.325]到底哪个是自己
[01:05.075]这讨厌的皮囊和灵魂又是谁的旨意
[01:08.574]又是恶性循环期待得不到好的结果
[01:11.825]所谓的光明太刺眼越靠近点就越躲
[01:15.325]被Dream and future欺骗试着拥抱一团烈火
[01:18.575]It's raining raining微弱的火光 终被淹没
[01:22.324]So many bad feelings
[01:25.825]So many bad feelings
[01:29.075]So many so many bad feelings
[01:35.824]才二十岁就担心四十岁该怎么办
[01:38.824]害怕中年危机有天把我腐蚀烂
[01:42.074]想一直做音乐但大概率连自己都养不活
[01:45.825]饭都吃不起了还谈什么梦想国
[01:49.575]好像在被谁摆布
[01:51.325]反复想爬起 笨重的躯干也好像被踩住
[01:54.824]以为得了臆想症 But that's true
[01:57.575]What more I can do what more I can do
[02:00.075]Maybe，for me
[02:01.575]meeting Hades can find my loose
[02:03.575]Life is criminal 我不断控诉
[02:06.825]看着病例单上满篇写着重度
[02:10.575]如果一直一事无成不如主动结束痛苦