[00:00.000] 作词 : 张雪飞/R.I.P XXXTENTACION
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 524（FTF）/R.I.P XXXTENTACION
[00:09.949]生亦何欢 死亦何苦
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[00:12.139]什么叫幸福 什么叫痛苦
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[00:13.649]眼泪是最真实的表露
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[00:15.399]但不希望谁为我而哭
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[00:17.588]经常感到身体不舒服
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[00:19.332]原因多半是因为孤独
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[00:21.084]我已经很久没有倾诉
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[00:22.839]五年间都与黑暗为伍
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[00:24.835]睁开眼就不断的吞噬垃圾
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[00:26.831]日积月累在脑海堆积
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[00:28.341]大脑就变成个垃圾场
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[00:30.080]回忆是拾荒者找寻宝藏
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[00:32.089]我不敢直视镜子里的自己
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[00:33.832]那个人变得越来越狰狞
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[00:35.584]怀疑自己会突然没了呼吸
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[00:37.580]画面定在慌乱的人群里
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[00:39.589]但说真的孤独也并不可怕
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[00:41.332]我向往孤独 如果无牵无挂
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[00:43.083]钱比癌细胞扩散更强大
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[00:44.838]买的幸福是病变前的虚假
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[00:46.835]没有好与坏 只有亲人跟敌人
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[00:48.586]但亲人也可能是敌人
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[00:50.084]厌倦了太多的不择手段
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[00:51.839]厌倦了狗跟狗抢一碗饭
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[00:53.591]厌倦了跟女人只睡一晚上
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[00:55.587]庸俗的灵魂在不同的皮囊
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[00:57.584]厌倦了每次把酒杯满上
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[00:59.339]笑着敬的人竟是些混账