[ti:Oceans & Engines] [ar:NIKI] [al:Oceans & Engines] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Oceans & Engines - NIKI [00:00.71]Lyrics by:Nicole Zefanya [00:01.28]Composed by:Nicole Zefanya [00:16.61]Saturday sunset [00:18.84]We're lying on my bed with five hours to go [00:26.68]Fingers entwined and so were our minds cryin' I don't want you to go [00:36.69]You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo [00:46.31]You said Baby don't cry we'll be fine you're the one thing [00:50.98]I swear I can't outgrow [00:56.85]My mother said the younger me was a Pretending prodigy [01:01.78]Well nothing then much has changed [01:06.49]Cause while you're wolfing down liquor my soul it gets sicker [01:11.58]But I'm stickin' to the screenplay gotta say I'm okay [01:15.35]But answer this babe [01:16.77]How is it now that somehow you're a stranger [01:21.42]You were mine just yesterday [01:27.09]I prayed the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane's way [01:35.80]But heaven denied destiny decried [01:45.52]Something beautiful died too soon [01:56.11]But I'm letting go [02:01.06]I'm givin' up the ghost [02:05.91]But don't get me wrong [02:09.52]I'll always love you that's why [02:11.19]I wrote you this very last song [02:15.96]I guess this is where we say goodbye [02:25.51]I know I'll be alright [02:30.98]Someday I'll be fine [02:36.29]But just not tonight [02:47.84]Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirées [02:57.69]But even with gin and surfin' adrenaline [03:02.04]I see you're all that can intoxicate [03:05.03]Oceans and engines you're skilled at infringin' on great love affairs [03:17.56]'Cause now my heart's home [03:19.42]All I've known is long gone and 10 thousand miles away [03:26.50]And I'm not okay [03:31.66]But I'm letting go [03:36.51]I'm givin' up the ghost [03:41.40]But don't get me wrong [03:45.04]I'll always love you and that's why [03:47.05]I wrote you this very last song [03:51.62]I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright [04:06.80]But just not [04:08.02]Tonight was the first time [04:09.77]I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago [04:16.59]And the first time I learned real world superpowers [04:20.44]Lived in three words and could revitalize my fraying bones [04:26.93]What do you do when your pillar crumbled down [04:29.47]You've lost all solid ground [04:30.71]Both dreams and demons drowned [04:31.98]And this void's all you've found and doubts light it aglow [04:36.91]I have so many questions [04:40.65]But I'm pouring them into the ocean and I'm starting up my engine [04:47.41]And I'm letting go [04:52.34]I'm givin' up your ghost [04:56.92]It's come to a close [05:01.03]I marked the end with this last song I wrote [05:07.50]I'm letting go [05:12.55]This is the last falsetto [05:16.93]I'll ever sing to you my great [05:22.33]Lost love