[ti:The First Man] [ar:Ruth Lorenzo] [al:Loveaholic] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The First Man - Ruth Lorenzo [00:07.49]Hey daddy it's been a long time [00:10.55] [00:13.38]Vinnie said you're doing fine [00:16.10] [00:19.45]I know we're due a conversation [00:22.69] [00:24.30]But I don't wanna let you see me cry [00:28.15] [00:31.71]I built walls I can't see over [00:34.99] [00:37.60]And I wonder if you're at the other side [00:40.58] [00:43.83]'Cause you never were there when I needed you the most [00:48.47]You'll never know you'll never know how much it hurt [00:52.64] [00:54.24]'Cause I was never enough I was never enough [00:59.29] [01:02.12]I can't let the sun come in [01:05.14]I can't let the real love dig in [01:08.05]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [01:11.98] [01:14.38]You made my heart break [01:16.94]And I swallow my tears everytime like I'm 13 [01:20.35]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [01:24.35] [01:27.21]I wish you could hold me like you mean it [01:30.25] [01:33.25]I wish you could guide me by the hand [01:35.99] [01:39.07]Just because I wasn't yours doesn't mean you weren't mine [01:43.86]The little girl in me still tries to understand [01:48.43] [01:49.73]Why I was never enough why I was never enough [01:57.49]I can't let the sun come in [02:00.53]I can't let the real love dig in [02:03.43]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [02:07.48] [02:09.77]You made my heart break [02:12.12]And I swallow my tears everytime like I'm 13 [02:15.72]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [02:19.84] [02:20.91]And you said forever and ever [02:23.95] [02:24.46]But forever is no more [02:26.91]And I don't believe you [02:28.90]I don't believe you anymore [02:33.31]You said forever and ever [02:36.62]But forever is a scar [02:39.30]And I don't believe you [02:41.06]I don't believe you anymore [02:46.70]I can't let the sun come in [02:49.69]I can't let the real love dig in [02:52.62]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [02:58.97]You made my heart break [03:01.40]And I swallow my tears everytime like I'm 13 [03:04.95]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [03:09.93] [03:11.02]Daddy you were the first man to leave me [03:16.61]No you were the first man to leave me [03:22.12] [03:24.07]Hey daddy it's been a long time [03:27.44] [03:28.67]I hope you're proud of your Lorenzo shining bright